Dull

Last week was wasted, this one was perhaps too, but above all, it was a dull week. It's getting cold here again, winter is back. I didn't even bother to turn on the heater, even though the temperature outside is 8 degrees below zero. Somehow cold indoors feels good, it makes me feel even more miserable. Misery sometimes gives birth to beautiful things.

Some say life is a bitch, I think it's stupid to say that. No one would say death is a bitch, although presumably everyone prefers to live than to die. Death is a dark beautiful woman and so is life, sometimes. At best both are a couple of dangerous sensual lesbians. Oh, I'm getting mental tonight, perhaps my way to keep warm.

I met this girl on the Internet, and I definitely fell in love with her image. Perhaps with the rest also, but I'm not sure about that, we barely exchanged mails, it's mostly her image. Can you fall in love with an image ? Oh yes, you can. She's definitely unique, she's a mix of a goth and a Japanese doll although she's not Asian at all. Beautiful and unique. Her name appeals to me too, basically it's an invitation to die with her, or perhaps to die for her.

Crazy things, I had no idea I would feel like this about an image. Winter is going to be cold this year. All the better.